Hi there...

Ha, it's been a real long time since I blog...well...today just sudden have so much within that I need to let out...hmm...what shall I start with 1st? well...okies, let just start with the reason why I came back to blog again...or rather today...ha...coz..I feelin so down and thus was thinkin if I shld blog out my thots or keep a diary...well..guess i am still better off with a diary, the traditional way than these high-tech ones coz the level of privacy is higher...I think...hee...

Today, I woke up in a rush coz I need to go for usher duty in church @ 330pm and before that,Dear asked me to accompany him to SIM LIM to get his sd card reader as well as a new memory card...so, okie lolz...I drove to pick him up and along the way...there's this super stoopid and irritating female BMW AUNTIE who just reckless cut my lane out of no wher and I was fuming like mad but I only sound the horn softly at her. Hmm...aft that, I really pondered and scolded myself why didnt I sound a long and loud one at her...but well, perhaps coz I am too kind-hearted, becoming more christ-like? :P haha, i wish...

Next unhappy thingy would be Dear's fault lolz...Drove so fast @ the ECP and forgot that the speed limit is only 80km and yet he drove at close to 100km and that's it...we drove past the camera and I am not sure if I was captured in it....sianz...well...of course I was furious but more on the worry aspect lolz...wondering how to be accountable to parents when the letter comes,...of course at the same time, I kept praying hard that everything will be fine la...and then coz of this, had a small argument with Dear again...yups, again...coz lately, got no idea why we keep having disputes...haiz...at times, really wonder, wher the prob come fr...izzit me? or....haiz...

Finally, aft attending the church service today, I felt so much better, with the peace of the Lord within...and I bought a book written by Pastor Lawrence Seow for Dear...coz that Pastor has never failed to touch my heart whenever I hear his message and I hoped he can touch Dear's with the love, grace of the Lord. I really dun wish to give Dear any pressure but prayed hard that one day, we will be fighting the battle for the Lord today.

Of course, for now, I can only wait with a prayerful mind and soul for the week that no traffic offence letter would come. Shall update again....hopefully, it's good news... Amen!

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